I’m not getting a call back. Seems weird from someone who gave me two of her numbers and asked me to call her at least five times during that evening more than a month ago. I thought I had at least met a friend who could show me some of the places to climb around here. But then again it has been over a month since I met her in Germany and a lot could have happened in that time. It is not my right to know though I have to admit I wish I did know what went wrong. It is not every day that you travel half way across the world and meet someone who happens to be into the same things you are and also happens to live a couple of towns over from you.

I have to admit I have run it around in my head a hundred times and the only thing I can come up with is perhaps some kind of misunderstanding after I left the bar because I know she was still smiling and still asking me to call when I walked out that door. The thought of someone running around hating me for something I didn’t even know I did is most likely the biggest annoyance nipping at my heals. But then again that is very self centered of me to think. In the end the reasons most likely have nothing to do with me.

I refuse to think of her in a bad light and prefer to think about how meeting her that night made me enjoy my time more in Germany. The fact that those feelings will never be recreated or I will never find out what might have been is inconsequential. I met a cool person that night and that is better than never having met her at all. No regrets here.

Update: In answer to a comment - no I did not wait a month to call her ;-) I called her when she said she was getting home from Germany which was two weeks ago and called her second number last week.

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